13 June 2012

Hiding the Crazy

Guess what I've been up to lately.


Living the way I'm supposed to live. Going to review school, studying when I reach my condo. Exercising when I feel like it or when I remember I'm a fat whale. Texting friends and calling friends and laughing with friends. Living like I should.

I know why I'm here. I know what I'm trying to do. I know who I'm doing it for.

But you know what? I'd rather not. I'd really just like to get lost somewhere. Get really, really, lost -- and cry for all I'm worth before I crawl back to this life I'm supposed to live.

Why? That's the clincher. Just because.